Things I notice about myself

I smile when it rains

I never want to cause pain

My mind wanders

from the vivid forest to dry terrain

My heart is like an ocean

Deep, intense, and insane

Dreams only seem like dreams

So sometimes, I’m scared to create my own reality

I am so profoundly flawed

And I understand exactly why

So I find myself in the middle of what could be

and what it should have been