What an interesting time

Alone

I have always needed to be alone

Fake laughs and conversations can get too hard

Now, I’m forced to be alone.

And it almost feels like punishment.

But, this time alone

is all for the greater good

And now i feel time weighing me down

a heavy clock, thumping on my chest

relentless

Lonely thoughts engulf me

And i wonder

Have I always felt so lost?

Or is it because i can finally hear my own thoughts